urban-writings

ask me and i will tell as you leave I shall wish you well all my smiles they do hide the pain and anger i feel inside just want you to stay and take this hurt away wish the skies would rain cleansing my soul , washing the pain needing to have you near wanting to feel your love here I am a broken soul but still hold you dear suddenly i realize  my greatest fear i can feel the darkness in my heart but the love for you will never part i need one last kiss before i fall into my dark abyss

"A HAPPY ENDING" On a rare chance You see a smile That makes your soul dance And your heart go wild When I listen and hear you speak Wanting so bad for this to be real My whole being becomes weak It's been so long don't know how to feel Could you be the one for me All these days with you on my mind Wishing and hoping for this to be Envision you with me all the time Going out of my head Keep thinking about you Many things we shared and things we said I know I can be true Only time will tell where this leads Hoping this  thing Will fulfill both our needs As my spirit jumps and sings Hope you get the message I'm sending An

I hate the way I feel for you Lately my hearts been wandering Off the righteous  path You've given me so many things that I've never had all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through If you reach deep inside you'll see my heart is true I hate the way I feel for you, And I know I need you in my life I hate the way I feel inside, And I know it'll never be right all my friends are pulling me More and more each day telling me you're no good to stay away knowing my love for you is my weakness With everything I do In the midst of darkness my heart cries for you

GOODNIGHT... You see me smile But look into my eyes My whole existence  on trial Innocent or guilty my soul dies Just like a circus clown Inside all I do is cry Outside never a frown Ask myself should I try No one can tell Depression sets in I'm living in hell I know this is a sin To my surprise there is no light Not knowing what to feel My decision I know is not right One thing I know death is real ...Goodnight...

Today was a good day, woke up with a clear head No feelings of anger or dread Warm sun shinning through the blinds No one stealing my thoughts or picking my mind Today was a good day, at the park with my child Watching him run free and wild Cotton like  clouds,brilliant skies of blue Days like these are far and few Today was a good day, absolutely nothing went  wrong Like a lyric or verse in a song I look at the shadows cast on the wall Sadly I realize night has begun to fall Today was a good day, wish it didn't go away

GOODBYE... ---------------------------- Been sometime since the day You left and took your love away Lightening,rain,and stormy skies Like the feelings that make me cry Don't believe I can get through this Lonely nights remembering your kiss Can't believe your gone Everything's all wrong Emotions going crazy in my head Wishing these feelings for you were dead Why did it have to end Was it real or pretend Would have died for you Anything you said to I gave you love not lust What you gave me was broken trust... Been sometime since the day I wrote the verse above To try and show you in someway That in my heart was pure love

Modern Religion...... You say your religion is all about love Tell me what god show it with death from above* With your koran in your left and a knife in your right you boarded those planes for a homicidal flight* All of the zealots rejoiced in the streets amazed that you pulled off your murderous feat With a hatred for so many that did nothing to you tell me what scripture or page to turn to where your book say to slaughter innocent fathers, mothers, sons and daughters* All this blood shed in the name of islam please do tell when religion included a bomb self proclaimed martyrs I wish you could tell what it feels like

A catholic boys prayer this is suppose to be the channel in which we speak straight through pergatory right to him tell me why they prey on the innocent and feast on the weak i ask you father where have you been isn't this more than a moral sin ***trust is broken my faith tested my innocence taken childhood wasted consumed by a guilt i start to cry destroying the bond that was built answer me now no more lies Why did you do it You are a priest